春床奴

[drive] dreamed a dream so vividly like not just my eyes seeing all the stuff but i rly felt the place, i see w my whole body n by looking at what i saw somehow i can sense the feeling that i know exactly what i wanted to be seen.. as this —— the single word comes to my mind for me literally cant be said in public comment places but i dare myself to haha, i want off the feeling its been hunting me forever n id get chills all over, running through my body that kind of chill. quit feeling sry already y being so competitive, i can totally shut off (but what does it do? faking this thoughtful person? says by in bed babbling sht prepare to get out of bed to do some extraordinary things me